I am two days away from marrying the most amazing man in my life. (other than my dad.) Today, he blew up on my because he woke up late and took it out on me. I am shockingly impressed with how I handled the situation. I didn't really blow back up at him like I would have before. I believe that God is working in me to be patient with my husband... in two days. I am going to be spending every single day for the rest of my life with this man; I am going to need all the patience and forgiveness one can give to someone. He came home and apologized and when to cuddle with me, and I accepted the apology and we cuddled. It was amazing what a little separation and an apology could do. I was in awe with this man.
He is not perfect by any means, I know this and he knows this. He is perfectly imperfect in my eyes. Always will be. I will always stand by his side and support him. No matter what. If he does something wrong I will be on his side, he will know how I feel about it but I am choosing to love him and forgive him anyway. He is my best friend. The one person outside my family I can rely on for anything at anytime.
Normally, when I get upset about something that was the cause of an action or words spoke by him I shut down and just want to be left alone; until I am ready to talk to him about it. When I need to be calmed I listen to Christian music. It soothes me. It calms me. He knows not to mess with me if I am upset (and he knows this) while I am listening to my music. The other day I got so upset over something (not caused by him) and he said to me "Why don't you calm down and listen to some Christian music." Wow. The only thing I could say back was "I Love You." Just the fact that he thought of something that I do when I am upset and told me to go do it was amazing! I was in awe again and fell in love with him all over again. He is truly a blessing.
- Learning to love my husband. (to be.)
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